The bridal gown is white like a lab coat.
My soul recoils at the sight.
I turn away
Only to be drawn in once more.
It is shockingly white,
Stinging my eyes like
Lightning, like
The flash of an intruder’s camera
In a dark room,
Where I am caught in my shame and
Nakedness.
I cannot conceive of such purity.
The gown’s flowing tail drags along the aisle
Like fresh tendrils,
White like the teeth of a demon in disguise,
White like the cheeks of an infant cadaver.
I apprehend it as the purest blanket of crystalline snow.
There is no path, and
I must tread through it to reach the driveway.
I have work at nine.
My footprints press scars into the face of the snow,
They leave behind pools of black, sticky bile.